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I’ve been struggling recently with trying to figure out how exactly to ask for help. How do you even tell people around you that you are not okay when you are struggling with an invisible mental health disability? How do you tell people that the disability which you live with daily and generally “manage” is currently in a crisis state? How do you tell people that you are struggling with thoughts of harming yourself? How do you tell people that you need help because you are suicidal? How do you even bring up the topic of suicide?
It’s not easy. Half the time I drop the topic casually into conversation the person I’m talking to thinks I’m joking. They might even laugh, then awkwardly realize I’m not laughing and say “Oh wait, were you serious?” and when I say “Kinda” I hear…
A lot of the time when I disclose thoughts about harming myself I hear:
Or people keep talking. Or they assume this is normal for me and say “that’s too bad” and move on with the conversation.
I’ve learned that most people don’t know how to handle disclosures of thoughts of suicide.
If I walked up to you right now with a serious physical medical emergency, for example signs of a heart attack and said “I need help, I think I’m having a heart attack” I can pretty much guarantee the response would not be:
Someone would do first aid, they’d call 911. They’d drive me to the hospital. They’d stay with me. I’d get flowers and cards, meals delivered. I’d get time off work, more cards. People would visit me at home as I recovered. Friends and family would be so glad I survived the heart attack, they’d offer to help with child care and housework and cooking.
People KNOW how to help with a medical health emergency. So why do they respond with
to disclosures of thoughts suicide, self harm or other signs of a mental health emergency?
Why is it so hard for me even to disclose the struggle? Why is there SO much stigma?
I’m afraid to ask for help because of the risk of two things
- The person will overreact (call 911, police, hospital, panic, lock up dangerous items)
- The person will under react (see <crickets>)
What I really need when I ask for help is for someone to:
- Believe me that I’m actually suicidal and that things actually feel THAT BAD
- Trust me that I’m not actually going to do anything dangerous, but that I need some help in the moment to achieve that
- Listen to me. Validate my feelings. Let me know that they can hear I’m in pain.
- Remind me that I might be experiencing flashbacks, triggers or emotional flashbacks and that they are real, but I might not be seeing things completely clearly and I might need time to get safe and get grounded
- Keep me company (text, phone, go for coffee, take a walk, cuddles)
- Remind me that people care about me and that I’m not a bad person.
- After validating my feelings, offer some hope that things will improve one day and that I have the strength to carry on until then. Remind me of some of my strengths (but be realistic, don’t go over the top with praise)
I really believe that you can help people around you who might be struggling with suicidal thoughts. You can help them by listening to them, believing them and keeping them company. You can also offer to do some of the same things you would for someone who is physically ill. Offer to help with child care, meal preparation, cleaning, picking up groceries, running errands, drop by for a visit (ask first), call to check in, text to say hi, send a thinking of you card, send flowers etc. In my own experience, the worst thing you can do is…
I wanted to share my favourite blog Hyperbole and a Half and their post about depression:
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these are all very valid points. people still discriminate and especially when its a mental illness, you can email me any time, my contact info is on my blog page under contact. I will be happy to talk to you. xo